my new boy <3

This is Donald Joshua Staats;
We've been dating for about 2 months, and talking since August. Things are going extremely well, except for the fact that he's in the Air Force. I hate not being able to see him all the time, but it just makes the time that we do spend together valuable. This boy spoils me rotten, literally. I love it, he treats me so good, I honestly think he's the best boyfriend I've ever had. We've been friends since I was 13 and he was 15, back in Lorain. Then we didn't talk for a while, and when we finally did, I found out that he was based in Tucson, AZ; and I'm only 2 hours away. Coincidence? I think not :D. He gets deployed on Jan. 2 to Iraq for six months, so pray that he'll come home safe. I'm going to miss him terribly, and we're going to miss out on a lot of stuff together, but it will just make us stronger as a couple. I've got my head held high, and I'm ready to go through this with him by my side, and show everyone who says that we can't do it, that we can, and we will. We've been talking for almost 5 months, and I'm still head over heels for this boy. That's pretty good for me ;] I love him so much, he totally blows all the ex's out of the water! GO JOSH!

first love

i miss this; we were so happy....

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the sweetest thing....

I got on myspace today & i had a message from my ex Chris,
all it said was
"Hey Court im sorry to hear that your all sick :( i hope you all get better God Bless you all :D......
but hey will you plz do something for me and i really really want you to take the time listen to the song and read everything closely plz Court this is something i been wanting you to do and thats what the video i made you its really important to me so plz take it seriously but heres the link and plz watch the whole thing and let me know what you think :D
plz court if this is the last thing you do all i ask is you watch this 4 me :D"

so i went and watched the video.
it was the sweetest thing ever,
he must have spent so much time on it.
i had to show it all to you.

thank you chris, this was so so sweet! :D

summer fever

so basically; i have summer fever. i'm so excited i can't wait. just to be with my friends. have fun. not have to worry about the stupid people at my school. today someone started a really really MEAN rumor about me & my friend deshawn. i swear teenagers are dumb. i have my first on road lesson today. :/ i can go take my drivers test on tuesday! i'm excited. watch out world! beep beep! there's a boy i met a drivers ed. his names josh. & he's cute.
and sweet. let's just see what happenes. we're not dating....YET. ha. spring break is coming up. & i'm super stoaked. i can't wait for that either. i'm just tired of the weather being poopy! i want it to be nice out. i'm tired of winter coats....even though i never wear them. :D my grandma boop texted me today, and told me that she caught he dog Molly hookin up with her friends dog, haha. the funny thing is, that this boy dog wizzer.. is the one that got my puppy pregnant. now my puppy mia had her puppies & they're all gone except for a boy that we kept, "mr. borak" ? dont ask...darren named him. and now molly might be pregnant by him. HA! have fun gma!

RUSTYYY!

well, mr rusty, just decided to text me to tell me that, i'm not right in the head, and that i need professional help because i'm with another guy and that i don't want to be with him. FIRST OF ALL, HE(!!!!) didn't talk to me in about two weeks, then tells me, "oh well i thought you should know that i'm talking to another girl, and that i realized i don't want to be with you". so now, that i'm with someone new...now he wants to go off, GET OVER YOUR SELF JERK!

brand new start.

i decided it was time for a new blog :] so as far as rusty goes, once again, things didn't work out. i was hurt at first, but then i realized that with what happened between us, it was God showing me, that it's not supposed to be, and that it helped me meet a good guy. i can't fully go off & say how amazing he is, because typically i do that, and the guy turns out to be not so amazing, and i'm left feeling like a dummy. but so far so good. his names joe, he's got a good head on his shoulders, he's a gentleman, and a christian. that's all you get to know right now. i am super excited for this weekend, (valentines weekend) because not only is joe me deborah and my brother double dating, but my daddy, darren, and joey are coming down for the weekend! i couldn't be happier, i miss my daddy so so so much! that's the one thing i miss about being up there is getting to see him. i'm counting down the days. as for my job, they owe me about 2 pay checks as of today...so my mom texted my boss and told him that i wasn't allowed to go back to work for him untill he paid me, in full! so later that day i went to bob evans and filled out an application, they hiring manager said she loved me and that she wanted to hire me on the spot, but the over all manager has to meet me and do an interview, and so she gave me a card with her number and told me to call back tuesday to set one up! there's been a major blessing in my life, well not really my life, but an amazing family friend's life, and so if's a blessing to them, it's a blessing to me. i'm not going to say what happened, but God made sure that whoever did, what they did, is gonna pay for it! and with that i just wanna tell the Cunningham family that i love them so much! i'm kinda bummed that i can't go to Indy next weekend for Jessica's birthday, but there is a plus, that i get to see my dad. & the weekend after that they are super busy, so i'm gonna try my hardest to go in 2 weeks, and take her out for her birthday, i love you jessie, and happy early birthday, i promise i will make it up to you. report cards came out about two weekends ago, HONOR ROLL AGAIN! i'm super proud of my self, i've started on a few senior classes, and they told me if i wanted to, i could graduate this year, as good as that sounds, i decided not to. i'd rather go to a regular high school and enjoy my senior year. have fun. live it up. WOOT WOOT! to wrap this up, i'm at my friend deborah's house, who has become a very good friend. she's a good chrsitian girl, and i love how we can just sit down and talk about God, there's not many friends that i can do that with. and i love being able to do it. anyways, i'm callin it a night. peace & chicken grease!!!!!! :D