brand new start.

i decided it was time for a new blog :] so as far as rusty goes, once again, things didn't work out. i was hurt at first, but then i realized that with what happened between us, it was God showing me, that it's not supposed to be, and that it helped me meet a good guy. i can't fully go off & say how amazing he is, because typically i do that, and the guy turns out to be not so amazing, and i'm left feeling like a dummy. but so far so good. his names joe, he's got a good head on his shoulders, he's a gentleman, and a christian. that's all you get to know right now. i am super excited for this weekend, (valentines weekend) because not only is joe me deborah and my brother double dating, but my daddy, darren, and joey are coming down for the weekend! i couldn't be happier, i miss my daddy so so so much! that's the one thing i miss about being up there is getting to see him. i'm counting down the days. as for my job, they owe me about 2 pay checks as of today...so my mom texted my boss and told him that i wasn't allowed to go back to work for him untill he paid me, in full! so later that day i went to bob evans and filled out an application, they hiring manager said she loved me and that she wanted to hire me on the spot, but the over all manager has to meet me and do an interview, and so she gave me a card with her number and told me to call back tuesday to set one up! there's been a major blessing in my life, well not really my life, but an amazing family friend's life, and so if's a blessing to them, it's a blessing to me. i'm not going to say what happened, but God made sure that whoever did, what they did, is gonna pay for it! and with that i just wanna tell the Cunningham family that i love them so much! i'm kinda bummed that i can't go to Indy next weekend for Jessica's birthday, but there is a plus, that i get to see my dad. & the weekend after that they are super busy, so i'm gonna try my hardest to go in 2 weeks, and take her out for her birthday, i love you jessie, and happy early birthday, i promise i will make it up to you. report cards came out about two weekends ago, HONOR ROLL AGAIN! i'm super proud of my self, i've started on a few senior classes, and they told me if i wanted to, i could graduate this year, as good as that sounds, i decided not to. i'd rather go to a regular high school and enjoy my senior year. have fun. live it up. WOOT WOOT! to wrap this up, i'm at my friend deborah's house, who has become a very good friend. she's a good chrsitian girl, and i love how we can just sit down and talk about God, there's not many friends that i can do that with. and i love being able to do it. anyways, i'm callin it a night. peace & chicken grease!!!!!! :D